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Maybe I would be something you would be good at.
Maybe you would be something I would be good at.

Call, break it off.

"Why are we stopping?"

"Because I can't take this."

"Can't take what?"

"I love you."

"You love me?"

"I love you and not.. not in a friendly way.. although I think we're great friends and not in a misplaced affection puppy-dog way, although I'm sure that's what you'll call it. I love you!"

"Very, very simple, very truly… you are the..the epitome of everything I have ever looked for in another human being."

"I had to say it."

"I can't stand next to you without wanting to hold you. I can't...I can't look into your eyes without feeling that.. that longing you only read about in trashy romance novels."

"I can't talk to you without wanting to express my love for everything you are."

"I like who I am because of it."

"And if bringing this to life mean we can't hangout anymore, than that hurts me. But God, I just couldn't allow another day to go by without just getting it out there regardless of the outcome which by the look on your face is to be the inevitable shoot-down."

"But I know…I know that some part of you is hesitating for a moment and if there is a moment of hesitation then that means you feel something too. And all I ask please is that you just…you just not dismiss that and try to dwell on it for just ten seconds."

"There isn't another soul on this planet who has ever made me half the person I am when I'm with you. And I would risk this friendship for the chance to take it to the next plateau, because it is there between you and me. Even if we never talk again after tonight, please know that I am forever changed because of who you are and what you've meant to me."

There's paper promises and alibis

There is certainly uncertainty in all our eyes

But as long as you are here I'll be alright.

Last night was really, really awesome.

Thanks guys.

(:

Its all going downhill...

Fuck.

Hey everyone.
Just woke up not long ago, still feeling pretty tired and sleepy I guess. But ahh there's like (insert huge number) amount of work to do.
Last night was funfunfun! Went out like in the evening to meet up Sean and Kenny. Then Silas came after awhile. Went to hop from place to place, before finally settling for Sahara to watch the FA Cup Final. Eka etc came after awhile, and it was good company. Bummed around, just chilling around after the match, before cabbing home.

Invitation only, grants farewells
Crush the best one, of the best ones
Clear liquor and cloudy eyed, too early to say goodnight
I watch you spin around in your highest heels
You are the best one, of the best ones
We all look like we feel

Hello hello everyone.
Hmm, been a real long time since I last blogged. How time flies, and we've definitely grown so much more. Life has been full of its ups and downs; maybe its through all these we finally start to have a clearer view of ourselves as well as the people around us. I don't know what else to say really, except that I guess its really funny how life always seem to have its little ways to make a huge difference in our lives.
School's been really busy, but fun too with the dudes (: thanks bros everything just won't be the same without you guys (:
Training's been good for numbing, what with all the senseless crashing and rucking.
All those group conversations/late-night talks have definitely been therapeutic for all of us. But everytime those songs play, its really a tall order to not feel even that small ounce of sadness.
The frequent moodswings have not, thankfully, driven me to insanity. Sigh.
Oh well, guess I will stop here for now. Take care guys and seeya.

Wasted... But happy.

<3